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Lost Love Songs
More therapy than an attempt at great art, these are the songs I wrote in relation to an old love that went sour. I used them to get used to the notation program Sibelius since I primarily used Finale before for such purposes. That said, The Love We Imagined(available above as an mp3 instrumental), Blue Eyes, and Time Heals turned out pretty well - listen to them if you don't have time for the whole thing. The songs are listed below in roughly the order in which they should be listened. All is original in these; yes these are even my attempts at lyric writing. But most of these were written fairly fast, usually in an evening or two. I've gone back to polish some of the better ones, such as The Love We Imagined.
- Unbroken - I originally wrote this music for a different set of lyrics (by someone else), but thought I'd try to write some new lyrics in order to use this as an introductory piece.
- Stayin' Up Late - The actual love song that I wrote especially for the girl in subject, although over the years I've changed some chords.
- You're My Need - This was the song that I wrote in order to propose to her. It is primarily unchanged, although I originally worked it out on guitar. Thankfully, she never heard it. It has a kind of naivety to it, or maybe immaturity; kind of like that love affair.
- The Love We Imagined - Written years later, but imagined as how she must have felt at the time.
- Real True Love - Written during the months when she was questioning continuing the relationship.
- It Takes One - Really sad! Self-pity is a terrible thing. Imagine a country tear jerker. Thankfully I am rarely in that bad of a mood.
- Time Heals - Written about a year after the break up. I like this one a lot, although I'm not sure about its overall quality.
- Blue Eyes - The first half of this piece was written as a composition exercise in college, without words. As I've played it over the years, I've added different words in my head to help remember it (a common memorization technique for me), and usually improvised different B sections. I finished the B section in January 2005, and worked out the kinks in the A section lyrics a few months before. This song really says more about how I currently feel about this particular relationship, which lasted almost four years but ended several years ago. Basically, I'm fine as long as I don't think about it.